I am still crocheting the green and honey scarf. Each day is a new chance to start fresh. It doesn’t matter what I didn’t do yesterday today is my chance to start over. In Psalms it says “his mercies are new every morning.”
Sometimes, I blame my shortcomings on my illness. But I had the same shortcomings before I became ill. What was my excuse then. I was never perfect. I will never do everything that I am required, have promised or planned to do. Some days I will not even put forth my best efforts. I am harder and more critical of myself than necessary. But I can to learn to forgive myself and not waste valuable time.
Getting so upset about things and staying anxious does not help anything. I want to be successful in selling my crocheted items. I need to have confidence and trust in myself and my abilities. I have to manage my health condition. I have to complete the green & honey scarf as soon as possible. I decided to start over and redo the scarf. Because, I wasn’t happy with how it was turning out. It will take longer to finish. But the scarf will be prettier. Hopefully, I’ll finish crocheting that scarf tonight.